The grays want to know how we feel

Bill Foster

Even in a cursory reading of UFO literature we find at every turn the grays probing, examining, and physically searching human bodies and brains. In my case, the grays were interested in my emotions, especially my fears.

As a lifetime abductee of the grays, I can give you only my subjective perspective on why this was so. No “absolutes” are available on this subject . It was Dr. John Mack who told me: “Two species we know are liars. . . human politicians and the grays.”

I am not an abductee who believes in the benevolence of the grays. I take no solace in any idea the grays are here for our benefit or to enhance or enrich human lives. Humans apparently have something the grays need. I think the grays are here to fulfill a specific agenda of their own.

This agenda appears rigid, inflexible, urgency-driven and it will be completed, I believe, in spite of any attempt humans may make to interfere with it. Nor is there any compelling reason the grays should reveal their overall plans to us, and they have not. If there are to be any fringe benefits to mankind from the alien agenda, it will be only an unintentional bi-product, not part of any primary alien goal.

Many debunkers of alien contact ask why would aliens repeatedly abduct the same human. They should be able to obtain all the information they want about a given individual from one abduction, the debunkers say. The rebuttal to that is our “tagging” program with elk, bear, deer, etc. We follow individual animals through an entire lifetime. Why? We want to understand migration, feeding patterns and a host of other relevant information. I believe it is similar with the grays’ repeated abductions of each human specimen.

For example, during an abduction, after my heart attack at age 44, the gray leader alien who communicated with me simply could not understand why I had suffered this malady. I tried to explain the word “stress,” and came up descriptively empty. The gray did not understand that human emotion can lead to a physical change in body chemistry.

Love, hate, rage, fear, stress, anger, sadness, happiness, revulsion—all are emotions I believe the grays lack. Instead, they are described as methodical, dedicated, industrious, diligent. You seldom read words about the grays that suggest they experience deep emotional feeling.

Through my lifetime of abductions I can assure you that one of the biggest curiosities to the grays, about me, was my constant fear. We do not have to explain our emotions to our fellow humans; they understand. But it is extremely difficult to convey the involuntary function and experience of emotions to creatures that have none!

By analogy, a tiny percentage of humans in the world see colors when people speak. That’s correct! These folks see actual colors coming out of the mouths of fellow humans. These same rare individuals
can visualize colors when music is played. The medical term for this condition is “synesthesia.”

Do you or I have any conception what it would be like to see colors when people speak? Frankly, I cannot even picture it in my mind, yet we are told it is a medical fact so we must accept it.

Juxtapose this with the vacuum of emotion in the grays. You can then see how difficult it is for them to comprehend our range of emotions when they have none themselves.

The grays told me they were interested in me because I displayed such strong emotions—not the least of which was raw fear! The grays studied these emotions within me and repeatedly asked me to explain to them how it felt to have these sensations within my body. I learned something from those conversations I found puzzling, yet interesting.

When attempting to describe emotions, I spoke out loud. That is, the grays could not read my mind to understand my emotions. My emotions, such as fear, did not appear to radiate a “visual” picture in my mind, or in the mind of the grays, either in the present tense or in past memory. In all other contact with the grays my thoughts were comprehended and intercepted before I even finished formulating them to speak aloud. This leads me to an assumption.

Here on earth when a person suffers a disability, for example, blindness or deafness, the person’s other senses are sometimes heightened as a bodily compensation for the missing ability. Is it possible that as the grays were able to increase brainpower over the millennia the downside was loss of emotion?

Of course, it could be the grays never had emotions to begin with. Whatever the case, I can attest the grays are extremely eager to evaluate and comprehend the full spectrum of human emotion.

The grays thought I might be concentrating on “revealing” my emotions for their benefit. This was not the case. My fear level was so high that the overt display of fear did not require any effort or acting on my part. Similarly, when I felt rage, anger, serenity and curiosity those were true emotions at the time, not contrived for display or the benefit of examination.

On occasion, the “big guy” (gray) did ask me to explain certain emotions I was not feeling at the time, such as love, happiness, joy, etc. Here again, I had to speak out loud to convey my thoughts...

The grays manipulated my fear. For a long time they did not want me to remember my abduction experiences, and they instilled acute fear in me that was released whenever I tried to remember. But how was the emotion ‘fear’ used by beings that do not possess any emotion? You might well believe it was through a mechanical device, such as an implant, but I believe the grays used a cerebral method.
The grays induced fear in me, I believe, through a form of hypnosis. It is similar to my looking deeply within the big guy’s eyes, inches from my own, and immediately sensing a calm, peaceful and content feeling throughout my body. This‘relaxation’ hypnosis happened each time I was abducted. . .

And how is an emotion instilled by a being who does not possess that emotion? If you fire a rifle and kill a deer, do you feel or fully comprehend the pain the deer feels when the bullet enters its body? You do, however, know what a bullet is and how it is fired from the rifle. Moreover, you do not even have to fully understand the process to use it. For that matter, even those of us who have the emotions do not fully understand them, as I found out during my efforts to explain feeling to the grays.

Think of this for a moment. How do you explain that you might cry at a wedding and also at a funeral? Same physical act—tears—totally different emotion. There is good and bad stress. Being fired from your job is very stressful. Winning a jackpot on a slot machine is also stressful. Winning is good stress, getting fired is bad stress. Emotions like this are not easy to explain to an alien life form.

I spent at least eight sessions of an hour or more in discussion of human emotions with the grays. The oddest condition of these sessions was that I had to audibly verbalize answers; they could not read my mind and get information about my feelings. Furthermore, I never got the sense my explanation of any emotion was thorough, complete, or defined enough to be used as a “guide” by the grays, though perhaps the information I volunteered, added to information they got from other humans, finished the jigsaw for them.

The questioning I received on emotions from the grays, on a routine basis, constituted the most overt interest ever shown toward me, by the grays. Let me explain.

You pick up a pile of delivered mail and casually thumb through the stack acknowledging in your mind routine bills, advertisements, etc. Suddenly you find an unexpected letter from an old friend. You rip into the envelope in eager anticipation. A smile comes over your face as you read the interesting sentences from your old friend. The daily, routine chore of sorting through the mail had just been elevated to a pleasurable and interesting experience.

The preceding is my description of the routine examination of humans by the grays. Always the same, in the same order, until– until it comes to emotions and then they exhibit active curiosity. That part of the examination is not routine.

Emotionally, we humans are extremely complex. When the time arrives that the grays have exhausted all limits of research on and into the human condition and human emotions, then I believe the abductions will be terminated. Until that time, the grays will continue to abduct humans.

The gray’s agenda may not be completed within our lifetime. The often touted “great event” (some public revelation or appearance by aliens), which has been predicted for more than twenty years, is without merit. The grays have no need to or interest in conforming to human desires or human timelines.

This article will give you reasons to consider the premise that alien beings have been visiting our planet, if not living here, temporarily or permanently in some form, for quite a while.